- My house stinks of cat pee, or more accurately, peromone filled cat spray. My cat keeps spraying into the gas heater, despite my efforts to keep it covered with a plastic tablecloth. I turn it on and the house quickly fills with a vomit inducing odour. This has happened about 5 times now, and it's putrid. I have invested in a Sureflap cat door which I am getting installed soon - it reads microchips and will only let my cat inside. I'm hoping that this will reduce his stress levels as I have seen other neighbourhood cats come into the laundry through his cat flap...
 - The boy drought continues. I have not met a single prospect. I know that the reason is probably because I'm desperate and that if I stop looking and trying so hard, it will just happen... I have always had difficulty just living in the present and not stressing about the future, and this is no different. It is very depressing.
 - Work is boring. I'm over it.
 - I spent an idyllic week relaxing at an amazing hotel in Lombok recently. I really need to plan another trip so I have something to look forward to.
 
What's hot (aka the list of stuff I'm enjoying):
- Shopping. As always.
 - Kids. They brighten the darkest days, I love their outlook.
 - Adventure. I'm yearning for it.
 - Snuggling with my kitty cat on cold nights.
 - 'I Didn't Know I was Pregnant' - the most hilarious TV show.
 - Chocolate. Food in general.
 - Warm bubble baths.
 - 5 star island paradise hotels and daily massages.
 - Instagram. 12 months on and still lovin' it.
 - Stumbling across a random garage sale on my street and buying unique and cheap items.
 - Succulents. I haven't killled mine yet, in fact, they're spreading.
 
- Smelling cat pee on everything. Getting down on hands and knees to clean up cat pee.
 - Discovering suspect looking stains all over my housemate's carpet with the help of my UV light which I bought to show up cat pee. Disturbing.
 - My housemate's inability to assist with any household chores, and inability to turn lights off or keep his bathroom window open so that he doesn't cause water damage (which has already happened).
 - My waist line, and not being able to eat unlimited chocolate.
 - Work. Going there every day. Getting through every day. Everything about it.
 - Spending too much money on meaningless crap to make myself feel better.
 - Spending too much money on my cat in the form of expensive urine cleaner, an expensive cat flap and installation which involves having a whole glass sliding door replaced.
 - Clutter, and accumulating more meaningless crap.
 - Worrying about the future.
 - Meaninglessness.
 - Loneliness.
 
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